Human

Earth

Animal

Liberation

 

126 SW 148th St

Ste C100-422

Seattle, WA

98166-1984

 

(877)845-3232

 

E-mail Us!

HEAL

HEAL’S MISSION STATEMENT

HEAL is an egalitarian network of activists self-empowered to plan events, create change, and make the world a better place for all life.  Our goals include the liberation of humans, nonhuman animals, and the earth!  We work in cooperation with like-minded organizations that put compassion in action!

Teen Liberty

Environment

Human Rights

Animal Welfare

With Chapters In:

Colorado♥Illinois♥Iowa♥Kentucky♥New York

Washington♥Wisconsin

Home

Prison Reform Human Liberation Earth Liberation Animal Liberation

  Teen Liberty Menu:

SEARCH THE HEAL WEBSITE

CINNAMON HILLS YOUTH CRISIS CENTER

LOCATION: ST. GEORGE, UTAH

This program is confirmedly abusive.  Below are multiple statements regarding atrocious abuses at this facility.  Please do not send your child to this program.  If your child is currently enrolled at Cinnamon Hills, rescue them immediately.  Here are the statements regarding abuse.

 

ONE GRANDMOTHER’S STORY

By Helen Daniels

My grandson spent 7 months in 2002 at Cinnamon Hills in Utah. He is mentally disabled.  His family and he lived in California and it was an 11 hour drive to go see him. Cinnamon Hills told us that even if we had driven all that way, if he misbehaved while we were in route, we would be turned away without a visit with him.  On several occasions when we visited him, he would have bruises up and down his spine from being restrained. the restraining could come from something as minor as kicking his bed.

 

If his did the least little thing, he would be put in a room for punishment and not allowed to come out till he was ready to "behave".  My daughter went once for a visit with her son and he was missing a tooth. she inquired about and was told "he fell in the shower.”  She asked if they had taken him to a dentist and they told her "not until he starts to  behave".  My daughter got very upset and told them that even prisoners get medical attention.  My grandson stuck to the story about falling in the shower until another boy from Cinnamon Hills was a patient of my daughters and he recognized her and told her that the staff was restraining her son and he was having trouble breathing (he has asthma) the only defence he had was to try and bite the one restraining him, upon that the staff member shoved his head to the ground so hard and broke the tooth.

 

These people who are staff members are built like gorillas and my grandson weighed maybe a 100 pounds at that time.  These kids were not allowed to look at members of the opposite sex or they were punished, had to keep their heads down when a woman or girl was present.

 

My grandson was forced to wear girls sneakers and we could not bring him anything different.  We were not allowed to take his picture or use our own cell phones and let him call and talk to his siblings at home.  No one other that this boys Mom was allowed to phone him and that was once a week and could only talk to him for 5 or 10 min and the calls were always monitored from staff.

 

My grandson also had a fungus on his feet that was even on the tops of his feet and we were not allowed to bring in medicine for it, they would take care of it but never did.  I would hope that anyone reading this to not, n o matter how desperate, put their child in Cinnamon Hills.

 

I give my permission to HEAL to use our story regarding Cinnamon Hills.  Everything is true to the best of my knowledge and experience.

 

ONE AUNT’S STORY

By Bonnie Sivyer

I was not abused at Cinnamon Hills but my nephew was.  You may have already heard from other members of my family who've found your site but I wanted to put in my two-cents worth just in case.

My nephew spent over a year at this facility.  His mother and grandparents live in California so driving to Utah to visit him was a long drive.  The staff at Cinnamon Hills can deny visitation at any time and did so on several occasions, only notifying family members when they arrived that he had 'misbehaved' and was being denied the visit from his family.  This was much more like a prison than a Behavior Modification Center!  One can only imagine the frustration of driving for days only to be told at the last minute that you cannot see your child.

This policy gives the facility a prime opportunity for abuse since parents are only allowed access to their children at the facility's discretion.

During one visit my sister noticed that her son's front tooth was missing.  She asked why he had not seen a dentist and they told her it was because he had not behaved and therefore could not leave the facility to see the dentist.  Denying medical care should not be a consequence of one's behavior!

My sister is very proactive in her son's care programs and is used to being very involved in his treatment.  This system was new to her and since he was in another state he was out of her local jurisdiction and she was completely at a loss as to how to deal with this situation.

She was ultimately able to retrieve her son from Cinnamon Hills but she did not retrieve the same son that she had left there.  He was now afraid of people and behaved like an animal that had suffered abuse; hunkering down when approached, and other fearful behavior. He refused to speak about his tooth and what had happened.  She had been told by Cinnamon Hills that he had slipped in the bathroom but he would not comment on it.

After his release my sister, who worked in a hospital, received a patient one day that was a prior resident of Cinnamon Hills.  This patient recognized her from her visits with her son and asked her if she knew what happened to her son's tooth.  This person claimed to have witnessed the entire event.  It seems the staff had 'restrained' him for what they arbitrarily deemed unacceptable behavior.  Several staff members participated in this restraint effort which makes no sense to me as this child can't weigh more than 90 pounds soaking wet!  Apparently they got 'a little rough' during the restraint which resulted in knocking out my nephew's tooth. 

 

My sister returned home and told her son that she knew what had happened to his tooth but didn't tell him what she knew.  She assured him he was safe and asked him to tell her the truth.  She did not lead him in his response...only created a feeling of safety in revealing the truth.  His first response was "I misbehaved"...when prodded further he told the exact story the witness had provided.  

His family was never told of this and was in fact denied visitation until his mouth had healed enough for him to be seen by them.... Meanwhile they concocted the story and used fear to persuade him to go along with their made up stories about how this had happened.

This is the way I recall it being told to me at the time.  I plan to forward this site to my sister so that she can write her own version, which would be straight from the horse's mouth.  

I advise anyone who is considering long or even short term placement of their children in ANY facility, regardless of the state, to first investigate the facility and make absolutely certain that you, the parent, have the right to have regular visitation and access to your child regardless of the child's behavior.  Contact with parents is ESSENTIAL to any behavior modification program and taking away that right from a child is emotionally abusive!!

I would also recommend that you ensure the facility is governed by state and local laws and that a patient advocate for the governing bodies is available to investigate any concerns parents may have regarding the care of their child.

PLEASE DO NOT ALLOW YOUR CHILD TO BE PLACED IN CINNAMON HILLS!!  IT SHOULD BE LISTED AS A CONFIRMED ABUSIVE FACILITY AND NO CHILD IS SAFE IN THEIR CARE!    

Thanks for hearing me out.

I give permission to HEAL to use our story regarding Cinnamon Hills.  Everything in my statement is true to the best of my knowledge and experience.

 

ONE MOTHER'S STORY

By Mary S.

 

I am writing on behalf of my Daughter.  She is a resident of Cinnamon Hills.  She is a victim of Child Abuse from her Father and when she began to get in trouble she was sent to A Wilderness Camp in Pennsylvania, and when that didn't work, the Judge sent her to Cinnamon Hills in Utah.  She was only soposta be there for 9-12 months.  She has been there for 2 years now. She is scheduled to come home shortly, but I'll believe it when I see it.  Every time she gets close to coming home they come up with another reason why she can't.  They have placed her on a medication called Effexor XR for depression, which in turn caused side effects such as insomnia, weight gain, constipation, headaches, & aggravation so they in turn placed her on sleeping pills. She was bullied by another pier to give her the sleeping pill  and when she just couldn't take it anymore, she caved in and gave the pill to the girl.  My Daughter was scheduled to come home the following week but because of that she received a two month suspension.  I had already purchased he airline ticket to come home, which was going to be reimbursed, but that didn't happen. She gets in trouble if she can't sleep but when I tell them to stop her medication, which is causing the sleeplessness they just argue with me, and give me a run a round about signing papers to have that done, but I never get the papers to sign. Another problem is, (and I have witnessed this first hand when I was out there to visit) is that she was not allowed to go to the bathroom when she asked to.  There is always a waiting list which takes twenty minutes or more to go.  Just last week, they ordered her to start drinking more water for her constipation and when she did, and had to go to the bathroom, and had to wait so long before they would let her, she wound up wetting herself. This has been going on now for a few weeks. I am sure that did wonders for the self esteem of a sixteen year old girl.  Also while I was out there visiting, I asked about what kind of qualifications and experience that the staff had ,but they just ignored me and I was told that I just had a chip on my shoulder.  They go through staff like crazy.. Can't seem to keep them.  They are always advertising for help.  She is getting off her suspension Nov. 2 and now they want to send her to a Group Home for another six months. There isn't a bed available at the place they want to send her so she will have to wait another month to leave. She is not an alcoholic or drug user.  She just had the misfortune of having a Father who was a Child Abuser.   I live sixty miles away from her Father, and they want to send her to a place that is closer to him than to me.  She needs to be home with me in a loving and nurturing environment, and not with more strangers with more problems.  She is a straight A student and needs to get on with her life and school.  I have written to the Judge, and the head of Probation, and Congressmen and anyone who will listen, but it doesn't seem to do any good.  If anyone can help me get my Daughter home, please help me.  She is a good kid, but the system is going to ruin her. "Everything in my statement is true.  I give HEAL permission to use my statement." 

 

SURVIVOR REPORT #1

By Jolene M.  (You may e-mail questions for Jolene by clicking here.  *Abusive/Offensive Messages will NOT be FWD'd.)

 

Hello my name is Jolene Morgan, my statements are true and correct. I give HEAL full permission to use the statement as follows:

 

First of all I would like to say that I am now 25 yrs old.  A MARRIED mother of 3 beautiful wonderful little boys. I have NEVER used drugs or alcohol even now. What is done is done, and in the past I am writing as part of a healing process since there was never real closure when I left I never got to voice my opinions or feelings or thoughts and now it is my turn as an adult to let them know the damage that they caused to so many I choose not to continue to be a victim I hope you choose the same for your child.

 

 I "lived" at Cinnamon Hills for 11 months in 98-99. The abuse that was suffered by several people myself included is beyond belief in some cases,

 

 There are so many instances of abuse that it's hard to keep an accurate account for all of them for after awhile they all seemed to blend together in a monotony of repetition. Several occasions I can recall are:

 

1.) One night in the beginning of December, 4 girls (I will not say who) were made to strip down to their underwear and lay face down on the cold floor. While the "staff" opened all windows and doors to let in the "night breeze". They sat there till almost 4 in the morning the next day they were not allowed breakfast or lunch. Their crime?? Talking after bedtime

 

 2.) Two girls were taken to the gym and told to stand against a wall while the "staff" threw basketballs at them if they moved they where made to run 2 laps around the gym. Then were put back in their place. One of them happened to be my roommate when she came in  (at 5 in the morning) she had a bloody nose and was crying. They told her unless she wanted to do it again tomorrow she had better shut up and go to sleep. She then over slept by 10 minutes and was jerked out of bed and made to stand on her tip toes in the corner until we were all dressed to go to breakfast. Then she was lead to the sink and made to brush her teeth over and over until we came back from breakfast. Her offence?? Saying she was tired of looking like a hick with the wrangler jeans and prison shirts. She wanted her clothes. Her and her friend then were talking about their favorite outfits they had at home and it was considered "war stories"  

 

3.) One girl was constantly harassed by the "staff" about her weight (given she weighed almost 400 lbs) they would say thing like  *Becky you eat last, we have to make sure there is some for everyone else sometimes they wouldn't even let her go to lunch making her stay in the g2 girls unit (lowest rooms) and do school work. Then they would bring her back HALF of what we got and tell her to not complain they were doing her a favor. I will NEVER forget the time ONARAY (a staff member) said "you fat, tub of lard bitch you stink go wash your cooch before I hose you down myself".... we all sat in stunned silence as Becky got up and went to the bathroom while Onaray WATCHED to make sure she scrubbed her privates.

 

4.) Of course there were the favorites of the treatment center, the ONLY ones allowed to make it to all star (top rank of CH) I think we only had 5 at one time out of 40-60 girls or more. If you stepped out of line for even a second you were quickly "narked on" by these girls not that they were to blame what little privileges they were given would have been stripped if they were even in the same room with the offender and did not say anything to a staff member about the alleged crime there were several instances where people did it just to be vindictive and powerful. (erhmmm APRIL)  

 

5.) I was accused of a "runaway" plan with 2 of my friends it was true enough we had talked about it BUT they claimed to have evidence (which we were never allowed to see) they claimed that it was found during a "raid" of our room though none of us to this day had any evidence at all written down it was all in our mind. I was told that I flushed the rough draft down the toilet and was made to sit with my head in the ring for 4 hours the whole time denying the offence when I wouldn't give in they brought in April (an ALL STAR) who then claimed that she SAW me throw it in the toilet (a total impossibility since there is only barley room for one in there and I ALWAYS had the bathroom door closed for what little privacy I could get) not to mention the event never occurred in the first place. She swore up and down and that's all they needed to punish me. Me and the 2 other girls were then put on "belt status" where we were led around the complex at ALL times buy an extended belt I was actually humiliated in front of the boys in our choir performance when the "staffer" Erin made me bark the whole first chorus to colors of the wind.

 

 

6.) I was never allowed visits from my family ONLY All Star and G1 girls had that privilege though I made it to g1 status there were "hidden" ranks within the ranks. The ones who did make it either KNEW they would never get a family visit since they would never be an All Star or knew they could kiss enough rear end to get maybe just one.  I only got to G1 (still on belt status) for my personally damaging very detailed speech I had to give on my rape when I was 14 yrs old. My therapist at the time was Garcia. (He has since died) said I had to include all details and then made me read it over and over to him every session he also hung a sign around the necks of his girls with their "problems" several "problems" he claimed I suffered from a combination of the following: Emotionally unstable, Borderline personality traits, Sociopath, Chronic liar and Attention seeker as well as Sexually confused and Nymphomaniac. Well when I came home all of these traits and problems seemed to disappear. I have not once had an issue with any of these (now or before or ever.)

 

7.) On Christmas day there were supposed to be enough presents for all of us (2 each) but when we got to the gym to open them 2 people were presentless they were told Santa said maybe next year so as a joke a staff member went out and wrapped tampons and pads and some soap and gave it to the girls while others got camera's walkmans and batteries for our rec time (2 hours on Friday night IF you had no incident reports) and of course almost everyone had at least 1. The presents where not to be used traded or otherwise handled w/o permission. We then went back to our rooms and went to bed.

 

Life was very hard there among other things there were fights among the girls and humiliating confrontations with staff and don't even get me started on swimming in the green pool. I find it exhausting to complain anymore about people I don't find worth my time. But I wrote this all out for you guys hopefully you will see the truth and stop them before any more people get abused unnecessarily.

 

8.) When I first got there they ONLY had Samoan people as staff... gradually we got white black and Hispanic staffers. But it was only after we made complaints daily if the abuse some days we were actually sat on for talking back and these people were not light in the smallest since. People were made to hold their legs straight out for hours at a time anytime someone would mess up everyone started over we were not allowed to sing or would have our mouths washed out with soap we were not allowed to talk to our families if we did not give a full list of the things we could and could not talk about BEFORE we were allowed to use the phone. We were allowed 10 minute calls and ONLY our parents were allowed to talk to us if there was a person change even if it was not our fault we were restricted from phone usage indefinitely.  

People that had no history of drug or alcohol abuse were still made to participate in AA and NA meetings and told to associate their lives with the meetings basically find SOMETHING wrong with yourself and point it out to the group for evaluation and "help" again as I said there was so much abuse its hard to talk about it all these are things that just stick out from memory.  

 

SURVIVOR REPORT #2

By Rebecca Gensel

 

I went their in 2001 and sentenced to six months... I didn't leave till December 23rd 2003. I was eighteen years old and graduated high school there in June 2003 and still could not leave. by the time I left I was a senior citizen of the whole girls unit. it was an experience that I will never forget and I would never wish it upon my worst enemy. when I was there the staff was mainly Samoan but they did have some white people also. when I first got there I was treated like a dog. I was lied to and was told it was like a group home... I was ;the first girl from Luzerne county to attend there and I came with another girl who was horribly restrained when we first got there right in front of me. Her name was Myical and she was horribly afraid of needles and they needed to take her blood and she started crying and hyperventilating and right in front of me they pulled her arms behind her head, pushed her head forward, bent her elbows the opposite way, and jammed her with the needle. She passed out. She remained in UC (the uncooperative unit) and sat on a dirty floor infested with athletes foot for three months... mostly because she requested a women for the vaginal exam and not the creepy old man that had to do it. I became all star eventually and became a staff favorite and when that I happened I noticed how badly the lower leveled girls were treated... they were made fun of and not aloud to do half the stuff we were aloud to get away with. I watched 80lb girls get thrown to the ground by these big courtyard staff members and covered with bruises. staff would tell me about how they would sit on girls in UC and read books while the girls struggled below them. they collapsed the girls by bending their knees the opposite way for something as simply as yelling when they were mad. as time went on staff changed and some of my favorites left cause they weren't all that bad...at first... until the ;power trips kicked in. I was dropped from all star to level one before I was about to go home, for borrowing my friend Jennifer's pants. I remained there for another year. I never made it back up to all star because every time I got close I was held back for some reason...I wouldn't even look at the boys and I was always accused. we would be in the pool and if boys walked by we had to stop what we were doing and face the gym and rotate in circles facing opposite ways of them till they were gone... it was really embarrassing. the staff said if we looked at the boys we would get pregnant. when I got out I still was traumatized by that and I was afraid to even talk to the opposite sex. I was put on all types of medication. I was diagnosed with conduct disorder, ADHD, sexual abuse victim,depressive,alcohol and drug abuser, and my favorite bull crap diagnoses: eating disorder. the eating disorder came about when I was put on Aderall RX and Prozac. it caused a massive decrease in weight. I'm small built the way it is but the medication took me down to about 85lbs and Im 5'4. it caused such a decrease in appetite all I could get down was a glass of water in the morning. well instead of maybe fixing the medication, they labeled me as having a eating disorder and made me eat everything on my plate for three meals and it was so hard and I would get so sick. then I was put on a sleeping medication called Trazadone RX. they put me on 100 milligrams and I had an overdose. my body couldn't handle it. I passed out that night and woke up so sick. I couldn't keep my head up. I got in trouble the night before, so when I told the staff they laughed at me and said nice try but your just upset cause you got in trouble. well they made me go to academics instead of getting me help and I passed out cold.
well I could go on for days with the war stories of that place, but know I can tell you that I am now married with a beautiful son four years later and still wake up in the middle of ;the night with nightmares about cinnamon hills. I can tell you this: cinnamon hills does not prepare you with dealing with the real world it makes you afraid of it. so please think twice before sending your children their.  The statements I have made are true and correct and I give HEAL full permission to use my statement.

If you would like to submit a report on Cinnamon Hills to HEAL, click here.